The medication isn't working..
I am still bleeding.
I have some polyps down in my intestines..
so we'll see what my Gastro has to say at my appt on Thursday.
I'm feeling insecure..
can't tell you why.
No really, I can't tell you why.
Too personal.
Except for the fact that I have grown an inner-tube around my belly.
Don't think I like my short hair anymore.
And am just tired.
But before you start saying, "Oh, CB, I'm sorry,.."
Don't.
Because it's not that I'm depressed.
Nor am I in a bad place.
I'm just gaining weight (BUT that's a good thing!).
Feeling insecure (BUT I can't tell you why).
And am feeling all Polly Pockets (that's how I picture Polyps in the beginning of my large intestine).
What about you?
Remember, I don't want sympathy. This was just a vent. Can't you feel the forced air coming out of it?
I can.
Because I'm floating on my tubby tube.
6 comments:
So no sympathy here, from me. How about this? Your writing makes me laugh. Even in your worst of times, I love your style. And I want you to know that I know how all this medical sh** can make us feel about ourselves. And that is NOT sympathetic. :) Hugs, friend.
Venting is good. Let it all out.
I have an inner tube around my belly--and I can't even blame it on medical issues! Boooo! Glad you got some venting out; it does help.
Inner tube here too. Klondike bars, etc... I can't help myself. I didn't know about this latest thing with you. I'm glad you told us. How did today's appointment go?
well, i have obviously been away too long.
sorry you're having even more medical stuff goin on. i know how that is. i hope you get all patched up and feel better soon... and your tubby tube goes flat!
despite it all, i hope you manage to pull a happy weekend out of the blahs
tweet!
Hi Crusty.
that's allll.
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