The medication isn't working..
I am still bleeding.
I have some polyps down in my intestines..
so we'll see what my Gastro has to say at my appt on Thursday.
I'm feeling insecure..
can't tell you why.
No really, I can't tell you why.
Except for the fact that I have grown an inner-tube around my belly.
Don't think I like my short hair anymore.
And am just tired.
But before you start saying, "Oh, CB, I'm sorry,.."
Because it's not that I'm depressed.
Nor am I in a bad place.
I'm just gaining weight (BUT that's a good thing!).
Feeling insecure (BUT I can't tell you why).
And am feeling all Polly Pockets (that's how I picture Polyps in the beginning of my large intestine).
What about you?
Remember, I don't want sympathy. This was just a vent. Can't you feel the forced air coming out of it?
Because I'm floating on my tubby tube.