Got Nothin'

I Got Nothin.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
There are things going on in my life, but I don't know how to get them out onto Internet Eco friendly paper. It's annoying too because I already prefer writing to talking to people, because I tend to ask too many questions, give long detailed answers, replies, responses, and I also experience verbal vomit. If I'm nervous about anything, the verbal vomit becomes acute colitis of the mouth, and it's Game Over! So when I find myself unable to write *here* it pisses me off.

It's not just *here* but it's on emails too. I don't want to write emails. I want to spend more time with people. But I don't want to talk to them because I'll puke last night's insomnia thoughts all over their lovely coiffed well groomed mouth.

I'm currently working on overcoming this DX of Constipational Communication. Can't get it out anywhere, text, you name it. I've also learned that you can love someone but realize that right now you cannot be around a toxic environment. Negativity. It eats at you.

No matter where it comes from, or who's throwing it up all over your dinner plate. Our body does get effects from negativity. Physical effects. I don't care what form of medicine you practice, emotions could care less that it's hurting our body, it's not their job. If that makes any sense to you.

People are just really annoying me right now. Not you, so don't worry. It's nothing or anything insane or crazy or frenetic or -wait those are all the same things!

It's a small very removed removed Kevin Bacon link. Actually, it's more the stories of these people that are pissing me off. The ones that you hear second hand thru your neighbor's neighbor. It's nothing bad, it's just for whatever reason the ducolax has not kicked in and I'm still backed up. Naturally it's easier to blame innocent parties then to take it on my own shoulders. So it's everyones' fault! LOL.

But I'm staying away from negative ions, because my body is just not in the mood for engaging physical symptoms for something toxic. The thought will infection the mind, and the emotions will make your body less healthy.

Since taking myself (with safe medical consultation)off certain prescriptions, and adding vitamins and some probiotic assistance, my body is making my emotions happy. So avoiding the toxic environment, like toxic medication is what my body needs.

Who knows, maybe there is a good in constipational communication syndrome? Sure the stomach hurts, and you can count on a massive grape pile, and a lot of contraction like laboring breathing exercises, and pushing will hurt. You'll probably clog the toilet. Naturally the toilet will be one at a relatives or in laws home. Probably the one house that has only one working toilet.

But at least you have time to prepare. Having constipational communication syndrome could be better then the sudden episodic worse then verbal vomit-the deceptive diarrhea.


Yes, it's time the boys go back to school.
All this talk of farts, and poops and other nonsense is starting to be part of my daily life.

Happy New awesome Year, okay?