Been a long day here..so I will give you this, a nice long quiz to learn or be reminded of me, the Crustybeef~
[1.] Where was the first time you ever kissed the last person you kissed?
when the nurse brought him to me, lay him on my chest and I embraced the immediate unconditional love of my third child, and son, Benjamin
[2.] What's the greatest thing that happened to you today?
I woke up, I had another day with my family, and the morning was much more relaxed than yesterdays was
(3.) How many best friends do you have?
to me it's not based on how many I have, but the quality of the amount I have. Instead of how many, I will tell you my definition of a best friend,...To me a best friend is someone that is there no matter what, you can call them at 3am and they'll stay up just to hear whats wrong (no matter how lame it is), someone that I can tell all my secrets to,they understand me, they love me because of me, they don't try to change who I am, they respect my decisions but yet will voice theirs if they think mine is wrong, we can talk through anything, no matter how many fights we get in eventually we always overcome them, we are always together even if distance separates us. We can go on our own paths and still pick up right where we left off. To me a best friend is someone who isn't afraid to have my back even if I'm wrong about the situation, someone that loves me, can laugh with me, and misses me when we're not together..as I miss them...that is a best friend to me.
[4.] Would you rather get up early or sleep in?
silly question for me..I am a born early girl..born early by birth early in the morning..I love mornings sleeping in? Someday when my physical being is put back into the dirt and my soul drifts up to a better place.
5.] Tell me where you got each article of clothing you're wearing?
white socks-shocker!! I always wear white socks sad, I know..along with my leopard print slippers..my two days worn this is day two of my jeans, my purple maternity shirt cause I like how big it is on me spacious and comfy but I'm not pregnant..and I'm not getting into under-undies and poofie padding styles right now
HEY! I LOST 6!!!!!!!!!!Where'd you go, 6?
[7.] What would you change about your life right now?
to say nothing would be a lie, so I will say to change truths.
[8.] Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth?
Gotta go with tears over truths those heal, lies last a lifetime.
[9.] What's on your bedroom floor right now?
2 laundry baskets of clothes
[10.] Who was the last person you got into an argument with?
The bigdogg probably
[11.] Do you trust people?
If you lie to me, it's hard for me to trust you
[12.] If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move?
[13.] What kind of car do you drive?
my blue mommovile minivan Chrysler Town and Country
[14.] Could you go a day without eating?
I have and it's not fun..but for faith stand points it feels good to fast, however, if it's medical reasons than no, it sucks, I love food too much !!
[15.] How much do looks matter to you?
not so much because in time the personality shows through and if you're lucky you'll see more beauty..sometimes, not so much and the looks fade and how much is that mattering to you then?
[16.] When was the last time you had your hair cut?
whatever time it was when I posted the pics of my fall dooo..so maybe september?
[17.] Would you rather be mad or sad?
Sad, because mad can bring out anxiety afterwards and doubt..but sad, for me, shed my tears and be done with it, mad isn't a quick recovery it seems but I can be sad and sooner be happy than when I am mad...got all that? :)
[18.] Does it take a lot to make you cry?
Yes, I don't cry in front of people very often,so when I do cry, you know I'm hurt whether justified or not. I am a very sensitive person, but I don't cry easy I think! So let me try and make sense of this:-I cry happy tears, feel good tears, the gut wrenching video YOU TUBE tears, but if it's tears over my own personal life,sad tears only, because there is such a thing as defining tears, those tears are hidden until I'm alone. I know, let me hear that I'm weird... but no one really sees my own personal sad tears..I show it through my words at times.
[19.] Are you tight with your mom?
Define tight? I love my mom, I wish I could talk to her more about things, but I do know that I'd do anything for her, I'm learning to accept people for who they are and not look for expectations that are hard to meet..and I know without a doubt she'd do anything for me if I were to ask. And she loves me..what more do I really need?
[20.] Do you tell your parents everything?
My parents aren't the types to want to hear everything. it's a win win. :)
[21.] Would you rather be a bird or a fish?
I'd rather be a bird and fly and soar in the skies..
[22.] Name one fear you have.
surprisingly, Death. regardless of my faith, I still fear death.-death in all aspects if that makes sense to you.
[23.] If you need to go to the store a block away, do you walk or drive?
that is all based on the amount of objects I may need. But I would walk. It's been cold here and I could easily drive Jackson to school but since that is a block away, I walk..silly, yes, but I'm helping by saving gas and not putting lots of miles on my mommovile.
 Do you fear marriage?
no, but I fear failing in a marriage
[25.] How many kids do you want?
the three that I have is fine with me. It used to be 5, and then I grew up.
[26.] What is your favorite color to wear?
as years have gone by I don't know if I have a favorite color to wear more so than having a color that fits well.
[27.] Who was the last person in your bedroom besides you?
If I said the cable guy, would you snicker? Actually the last person was Sullivan when I woke up him from his nap this afternoon-as of late he's been sleeping in our bed for his naps..bad routine, I know..but I'm also cherishing it all, he won't be there when he's 10, or 9, or 8, 7,6,5-well, maybe 5 and 6, and 7 but not 8.....:)
[28.] What are you doing today?
Trying to figure out why I can't do this online assessment test something with my java configurations..grrr, making me crazy.
[29.] What would you do if you found a dinosaur egg?
Hatch it, then watch it grow up and become my beloved Chicago Cubs good luck charm. Somehow it will cause the St Louis Cardinals to develop a strange curse- The CURSE OF THE DINO EGG!!. Never to win anything again, and to only watch the Cubs bask in the glory of the World Series for at least 2years. Not asking for much, am I?
[30.] Do you get bored easily?
When I do I just rearrange my house.
[31.] What's something that someone can do that really bothers you?
Lie to me
[32.] Did you ever want to change your name when you were younger?
Only when I was learning how to write my name in kindie or 1st grade- as it's a nice long name, but I always rocked on the syllables-tikki tikki Tembo...I loved my last name so much that I hyphenated it when I got married.
[33.] Do you wish you were famous?
In the eyes of my children I am famous as of right now I can do no wrong..that's all the famous I need. Why do you think you don't know what my real name is? Here, Only Crustybeef until I say so-Okay, Sullivan?.. :)
[34.] When you're at the beach, do you swim or lay out more?
It's cold out right now, so to mention a beach makes things rather chilly for me..Past though? I would lay out. NOW? swim but only at the surface, damn JAWS! Mostly you'll find me by the pool, ever try to get sand out of a diaper? Tip!! use BABY Powder,yes, baby powder, it comes right off!!Do not use water with that though..!!
[35.] Who's the last text message you received from and what did it say?
From my "momfriendKina" and it said, "OH MY, last night was so much fun, how bad does your head hurt? I forgot that my daughter was getting her blessing today from the priest so I guess I'm paying my penance right now. I can't wait to do it again..So much fun!"
[36.] How do you like your steak cooked?
medium pink..yumm but only with buttered lathered lobster...YUM!
[37.] What's your favorite song at the moment?
To me music is based on my moods, it's hard for me to have a favorite..I love all music.well, mostly all of it
[38.] Can music affect your mood?
Holy Crap! I didn't see this question..how weird!!
[39.] What piercings do you want?
want or have?
[40.] What tattoos do you want?
again, want or have? I have a tattoo and I don't plan on reliving that although it was fun at the time
[41.] Have you ever been in a cave?
um, I think so, at Turkey Run for my 7th grade class trip
Welcome TO Crustybeef~
Today I am tired, so tired.